Monday, June 05, 2006
为什么总找不到你我拼命发短讯
还要我强装着若无其事
我不喜欢这种感觉
还是无力 自尊在暧昧里挥发好气
我讨厌我自己
总是搞不定你
难道他比我的心对你还要细腻
当我看到你的窗口透着他的身影
开始怀疑我只是代替品
我讨厌我自己
总在楼下等你
在我装不知情你却紧紧拥在他的怀里
当我从照后镜看到你们的情景
我开始学习放弃
Why do i hate myself? The lyrics of this song has explained it for me.
Happen to found this pic in my com. Took it quite some time ago in my fathers' blazer and PJC shirt inside. Maybe i could wear this to PROM if i wan a budget. Speaking about a budget, economically, being a Loner is not a bad choice. No outings = no money spent. No money spent = a budget surplus. However, in my case, I have a very low income. Alright, for those who think I am well off, I shall disclose my daily allowance: $3 a day and allowance during holidays isnt fixed. This figure is almost very close to the poverty figure of living on less than US$1 per day. In fact, I am able to have a surplus out of my daily meagre allowance, isnt it ironic? Looks like the balance of payment is healthy for me.
2nd week of holiday is here, and according to the schedule that i have planned for myself, mugging commences. Maybe I'll be mugging at home, at my tution centre near Pioneer Mall, or else I'll be at the Frontier @ pioneer of JW library. By the way, I find it very coincidential- I am studying in Pioneer JC and living in west coast Pioneer constituency. Am i fated with the word Pioneer? As i sing every monday morning, 'I am a true Pioneer'. From that phrase, this is how i derived myself to, ' I am a true Loner.'
+LCP LONER+