Saturday, May 27, 2006
只是爱你也难! 恨你也难!
割舍的勉强,国境千帆也许遗忘,我悲伤的悲伤,
爱你够难! 想象够难!
永远有遗憾.辛苦是谁的泪在逃,当是好梦终于做完.
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Sometimes how i wish that life could be simple. No love, no life, and therefore, no worries. Holidays are here, but why am i not happy at all? Does this marks the start of my true lonerism? I have been wandering alone for a long time. Should move on and lead a normal life? I had never done anything for myself which i could be proud of. In terms of intelligence, appearance, luck and popularity, I had always been inferior compared to everyone else. Nothing that i did seems to be smooth sailing for me. I'm currently experiencing the lowest peak of my life. When will i ever reach the turning point of my life? Is heaven trying to make a fool out of me? Is this my fate that i cant escape? Am i destined to be a loner? These are the few questions that i ask myself everyday. Unfortunately, I cant find any answers to them. I have tried to step out of this torture, however, there seems to be something pushing me back. Is is because of my hum-ness or lack of guts? Can anyone tell me how can i save myself? I dun wish to spend another 1 month of holiday doing nothing again. I am sick and tired of my daily lonely routine.
MAAA DEEE!!!!
+LCP LONER+