Ryan Ling

Friday, January 20, 2006

As usually, i shall start my entry with 2 very special words...

MA DE!!!

Sorry guys, i have been using these 2 magical words since pri sch. Seems that i cant stop using these 2 words everyday. It now naturally comes out from my mouth when Im crazy. No offence if u hear me saying the 2 magical words =P

So how is my life like? From my 17 years of experience of being a loner, I will classify and decribe my life at 4 different levels:
1) In class
2)In school or after class
3)Outside sch
4)At home

1)In the class
How is my life like in class? 4 words. BLISS - boring, lonely, insane, sleepy and sian. Nothing blissful at all during class. During tutorial or lecture its just 3 guys including me sitting at the back row together. Its either i will be day dreaming or sing some new songs from Campus superstar. This will be the time where the other 2 gets irritated by me. Bo bian, who ask our class so little boys, and the gals outcasted us.. =(

2)In school or after school
Ma de.. this would be the worst time of the day in my life. This is because i do not have many frens outside class in sch or any cca cliques. So wat i do is to worm those other 2 classmates of mine during breaks. And after sch mean going straight home. There is no special reason that requires me to stay in sch.

3)Outside school
Life is at least a little better during this time to very small extent. Either i go JE gym workout, go JP arcade to play initial d, or hanging around in my neighbourhood shopping places ie. pioneer mall and Gek poh shopping centre. Sometimes maybe go play bball or maybe go cycling. In conclusion, at least i am doing something productive and not wasting my life during this period.

4) At home
Nowhere beats any place like ur home. Home sweet home. Only at home i can find my real life, which is sitting infront of my computer screen - blog, irc, chat etc.

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Its either ppl sympathise u or thinks u r some kind of loser.
Ohh.. I forgot to mention about Love Life. I m not fit to have one cos of one word. HUM. I am confused. What had happened to her? Forget it, this day will never come for me.. i lose le =/

School this week is tiring. Tests, PE, tution. homework. Damn it, I still cant do my pull ups. Fitness is almost down bottom for me. Running is a total disaster. My weight is increasing every single day. Jia Lat. Luckily,CNY is coming, that means money!! Theres is many things that i wan but is beyond my means. My daily expenditure has already faced a problem-no money. Expenditure = income = output. LoL...

+LCP LONER+